for them

This morning i found myself sitting in the doctors office.
My anxiety levels have been really high again recently. I have trouble driving any distance without pulling over mid panic attack.
Sitting there, talking to the doctor, i was a mess. Anxious, shaky, puffy morning eyes. Asking for sedatives causes me anxiety – classic.
Of course when i start to tell him about what's been going on in my life it's pretty clear why i haven't been feeling great.
So, i'm pulling open the blinds, i'm climbing back up, i'm doing my best – i have to for those beautiful children of mine.