time wastes no time

This week marks the first time i have all of my kids in school full time. I have about five hours alone. Every single day.
I am finding myself lost in this time. Unsure of what to do with myself. I clean. I do laundry. I even turned on the tv this morning and watched a few minutes of "The View" (totally do not 'get' tv). Bored after a couple minutes i turned it back off.
Even the computer is boring me.
I think i'm having trouble trying to figure out what i am supposed to do with time. I need to write a list. A list of thing to do, things to do for me. My new camera is not here yet, but i know that will take up some fun time and hopefully inspire me to start that new project i have been wanting to do.
I need to get past this missing of little voices in the house. I need to enjoy the silence. Sit and listen to what is happening in my head.