every day

Well, i'm doing nablopomo again and here we are at day one and i'm verklempt.
I missed halloween with my kids for the second time in a row because i had to work.
Sometimes working sucks. The kids give me a lot of guilt about working. They miss me. Always asking how many days until a day off. I have been off my mothering game this week. Too many other things eating away at me.
Today my heart was pulled apart by this amazing website. Go there now, you won't be the same after.