i’d never loved a redneck hunter before

Life is strange. It really is. I have been censoring myself here like i never have. I have so many variables at play in my head. In my fingers.
People to be scared of. People to protect. People i care about deeply and don't want to hurt. People i want to hurt.
But, you know what? Life goes on. And i need to go on. I need to move on. I need to feel safe moving on.
I have dated on and off for the past few months. It is probably too soon. But, life is lonely. And i won't be young forever.
And whatever.
I'm not doing anything wrong.
I've never really worried about the whole dating thing. I'm not the most beautiful person in the world. I have four children. I'm recently separated. I am a great pick!
But. Without any judgement. There are plenty of people who are lonely.
Actually, that's a lie. I am so turned off by the prospect of dating as i really dislike most people. I more believe in accidental meetings of people who you were meant to meet. People who understand you. Accept you.
I have someone like that in my life. We have dated on and off for several months. I just don't want to hide it anymore. I don't want to feel judged. The third song is for me.