Today i am staying in bed all day. The kids are gone. I feel the immense burden and sadness falling on me now.
It has been two months of running. Racing. Fleeing.
Now i am settled. Now i am finally standing still.
All i can do is lay in bed and hide from the world.
All i can do is cry.
All i can do is take this day as my day of mourning.
All i can do is try to sleep.
i could sleep
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Hang in there- you will be O.K. Sometimes you need to grieve.
Hang in there- you will be O.K. Sometimes you need to grieve.
Hang in there.I guess I am just confused on why you have to move out of the condo, because it seems that you just moved in there.
Tough when there isn’t any reason to be hectic….when you are left alone with your thoughts. Remember the feelings of starting new…the excitement and happiness that went along with that. Don’t let that black hole reclaim you Jess.
Biggest hugs.
It’s gonna be ok.
It really is quite a burden, but it will get lighter as time goes on.
Thinking of you…. knowing you can do this.