a tin can on a string

April 2, 2007

in fucking depression 2007!

I am home.
I am okay. If okay is this weird world where life goes on after you've been locked up in the psych ward.
I will write more. Soon.
Thanks for all your well wishes, corny as it is to say. I read them all on my cellphone.
I will be fine. I keep telling shane that. I tell myself that.
I have done nothing but sleep. And listen to Bright Eyes, which is probably the worst choice.
I have many stories. Soon.

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denise April 2, 2007 at 11:53 pm

Hugs, glad that you are home.

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blackbird April 3, 2007 at 3:51 am

I thought so hard about you – I felt like I was breathing with you sometimes.

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Liz April 3, 2007 at 5:32 am

Glad you are home. Hug those little(and not so little) ones tight.

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Jenn April 3, 2007 at 5:44 am

I am so glad you are home. You WILL be fine. Keep telling Shane that, but more importantly, keep telling YOURSELF that. You’re in my thoughts.

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Kate April 3, 2007 at 6:28 am

I’m so happy you’re OK. Do listen to some cheerful music to buoy your spirits–seriously–a dose of Katrina and the Waves’ “Walking on Sunshine” for instance!

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Stacy April 3, 2007 at 8:15 am

SO glad you are home. Look forward to the stories and hearing of you getting well.
Peace to you ….

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lelly April 3, 2007 at 8:26 am

be gentle with yourself.

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jenijen April 3, 2007 at 8:38 am

i’m so glad you are home. yesterday every time i tried to check your blog i got a white screen and i was SO relieved to see that you haven’t stopped writing. will email you soon –
xoxoxoxo

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Skye April 3, 2007 at 10:06 am

Glad you’re back.

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ade April 3, 2007 at 10:23 am

I got the white screen too. So glad you’re home, I hope you feel better. xo

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Kia April 3, 2007 at 11:40 am

Jess — The JuneMoms are thinking of you and praying for you.
Breathe deeply, take one step at a time, and please know that you have many people wishing you to wellness.
Love, K

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Alison April 3, 2007 at 2:32 pm

Jess -
Hope being home feels like a relief and a safe place. I’m wishing you better days and better state of mind! You are a strong woman, and if ever your strength feels like it’s failing you, know that we all support you.
xoxo

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Lori April 3, 2007 at 3:03 pm

Jess, so glad to know you are gtting to a better place. And I know that you will reach inside yourself and gain the strength thare waiting for you. I have found for me that the hardest things we face can make us *stronger* people, though as we are going through it, IT can be so painful and frightening, but when we look back we see the love in our family and friends eyes and hearts, and we know we can do it, we can get through, not over just through, one minute. one second at a time if needed, just take a big deep breath and hang in there…..
Thinking of you….
{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}
Fellow Junebug mom Lori, Shannon, Jenna and the rest of the herd….

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Chair April 3, 2007 at 3:12 pm

It makes me so happy just to hear you again.

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kerflop April 3, 2007 at 4:30 pm

Welcome home, mama.

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Jenny April 3, 2007 at 8:16 pm

So glad you’re home. Take care, go slow, and know that we all are pulling for you.

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Anita Reimann April 3, 2007 at 8:36 pm

Another JuneMom checking in to see how you’re doing.
We all hope you pull through this and feel happy and
strong again.

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Elizabeth Pickup April 10, 2007 at 9:37 pm

Hang in there. I admire your courage in posting what is going on for you. You obviously have great strength. I hope you are having some calm and peace to work this all through.
My thought are with you.

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