chicken run

October 10, 2006

in depression 2006!

Why hello world.
I have spent a marvelous four day weekend with my children. Shane is away in that place where the streets have no name. That's philadelphia right? I hope so, because that's where he is.
Though these kids drive me crazy. They fight. They pull each other's hair out. They won't do anything happily except watch tv or play with their damn webkinz??. Single parenting is hard, but at the same time – so easy. We all sleep together, doggie pile style, in my bed. I put them to bed early, so that i can be alone with my yellow tail, and wake them up early to facilitate the early bed. I nap while sesame street is on. We walk around the block marvelling at all the colours that leaves come in. We play in the sandbox at school. Eat fast food for dinner and watch the moon come out.
Tonight we rode our bikes to a playground with a pretend fire truck. We played an hour long game of firefighters with an aircraft carrier. Parker was fire chief. Every time he shouted "fire!" tristan, toby, eliza and i would jump off and fly around the field. We played until the dusk settled and i began to worry about cougars.
Now, they are in bed. I am mentally preparing for my trip to miami. Yes, i am going. I bought a new dress. I am travelling for twelve hours thursday. I will spend 2 1/2 days at the Eden Roc Resort. Then i will spend twelve hours flying home.
I went to the doctor today. All is well. I will remain at the dosage i am at. I will get my appetite back. I am four pounds away from my wedding weight. I am going to read the alchemist. I'm sure i'm the last one to read it. But i am excited about that. Today i had a phone message from jenB! All is well.
Except the chickens. Some critter has been killing them. Scratching it's way into the coop. I have found the gross remnants of eight chickens this week. I only have five left. Poor chickens.

{ 6 comments }

Tracy October 11, 2006 at 4:34 am

Yay yay yay! This post makes me smile :)
You had a wonderful weekend with your kiddos and now you can enjoy your alone time with hubby!
I hope you have an incredible, wonderful, amazing time with your hubby in Miami:) (please bring me back a tan…he!)
You deserve this, enjoy it.

MeL October 11, 2006 at 5:38 am

It’s always a little unnerving to me to read you. I’ve been a naughty lurker for a while now, so I’m finally commenting because… well, I read so much of myself in your feelings on motherhood. And mine are just babies, for the most part, still.
I read a quote the other day that made me think of you (totally bizarre, I know.. this virtual world makes strangers and friends of us all..)
Anyway, here you are:
“No choice but to grant her with space, crown her with sky… for she is one of the many and she is each of us” –Rita Dove
How’s THAT for going way too deep on a Wednesday morning? :)

MontanaJen October 11, 2006 at 8:24 am

Your happy posts make my body ache for babies.
What a fun day.

wordgirl October 11, 2006 at 8:29 am

What fabulous news! Sometimes unstructured time with the kids is the BEST! And a little Yellowtail doens’t hurt, either. Glad you’re getting to change the scenery a bit with your trip to Miami. Walk on the beach. Breath the air. Dig your toes in the sand.

Renee October 11, 2006 at 10:43 am

Sounds like y’all have been having good times. Good for you. And a trip to Miami sounds great too.
Have a wonderful time.

Chair October 11, 2006 at 9:46 pm

Mwah.

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